hey every body ummm yah
i accepted christ
1/27/08
i willl never for get that day
sooo yah
i am christain
and luv it
i am working on changing my ways
:D
<3

who am i

who am i?????
idk who am i.
i guess i am a gurl who luvs to dance and learn
i guess i am a gurl who wants to be special ed. teahcer.
i guess i am a gurl who believes in christ.
i guess i am a gurl who follows christs explampls(atleast trys)
i guess i am a gurl who never usalaly stands up for myself

the perfect kid

if i could be the perfect kid!!! no sin only god
then maybe i would be accepted by him
i dont now why but my sins arent as bad as most
but i feel that there worse in his eyes
i use to stihl(spelling)w/ my friends(well my friend would go into the dollar tree or dennys donuts and take stuff and i went w/ her i did not take stuff though but it is just as bad)
i use to lie
i use to cuss
i still cuss
i still lie
i dont stihl
but i feel that i am not the perfect kid to jesus

i mam sick and tired of dealing w/ being perfect
w/ my friends i wanna be perfect to god
no one else but god
i wish i could erase my sins
theres more sins i have sinned
but those are my mane struggles
god if only i could be the perfect child
no darkness
just light

this is too court

thanx i luv you
and ur the reason
i have
god
in my
life
and
if it
wasnt for
you
i wouldnt
be here
today
sooo thanx court and i luv you

ps there is somethin wrong

i am done

would you be mad if i gave up???
sad???
happy???
disapointed???
what if i tell you soem times i wish i wasnt here
some times
i wanna go to sleep
and not wake up for
10-20 yrs
what would you say if i said
court,
mikey,
lynna,
chass,
levi,
mommy beth,
mamma,
ted,
ken,
olivia,
jena,
melissa,
jena,
amanda
ur the only reasons i am probally still awake

the way i see my self

i see my self as gurl
who trys to make
her bffl's happy
but thats soo
hard i try
to be beutifull
but how can i be
the way they want
me
and just be me
???????