my friend dimond

my best friend dimond is allways there for me
she hasnt really ever let me down
we used to get into fights
and i think thats why we have such a strong friend ship now becuase we know what pisses each other off. we never let eaach other down she always has my back when mariah yells at or makes fun of me even though mariah is like her best friend. we have all the same friends at school and you cant seperate us.

she is my best friend and she will allways be my best friend at school.

she look up to me when i look down on myself! #3

yesterday i went to my aunts house where kyliegh lives and when she saw she ran straight to me ignoring every one else around her. i picked her up and sh3e wouldnt let go when ethan came to hug me she told him that i wa her shelby and you cant hug her!


she smiled and then i cooked her some chiken nuggets and then she fell asleep on her mom and when she woke she came straight to me and laid back down an fell back to sleep on me.


then where ever i went she did and now that she isnt sick she can probally come to church!




i love her!



shelby koestner!

she looks up to me when i look down on myself 2.

your smile warm's my heart
when you cry
you make me wanna die
i hold you tight
just saying its gonna be alright
when i hear you've been bad
it makes me so sad
because i am the one to blame

dear child,
dear baby girl,
i love you more then
you will ever understand
your more then just my cousin
your my precise angel

she looks up to me when i look down on myself.

kyliegh is 4 she is my cousin and she told me she wants to be just like me at first i was like thats awesome but now i cant have her be like me i am not the kind of person you want your kid to be like. her mom told me i have to change becuase i have an attude and she is getting one. i have done so many bad things and i dont want her to do some of them. i mess up all the time right in front of her. i love that girl but i cant have her be like me. she is beautifull and sweet she shouldnt throw that all away to be like me. thats why i have to change she is my reason to change. if i dont i will be scared to see what she becomes. God i need you to help me understand who to be so she wont messs up as much as i have.

HELP ME GOD HELP ME COURTNEY HELP ME FRIENDS
HELP ME!

i love you kyliegh i love you


shelby

it's raining

it's raining and storming
lightening and booming
and i am scared
i am sitting by chassidy she is keeping
me safe
the storm is getting harder
and i am scared
i have to wait for my fate
will the men in the storm
come thrue and get me
will they never find
and then chassidy says
it's going to alright!