people allways leave

people allways leave. some come back. some stay gone. if your gonna leave just do it. dont lead me on to think that you care about me. dont promise to never leave and then leave. dont say you care if you dont. dont say the word love if it could turn into hate. if your gonna leave.. dont come back and then leave again. its to much to handle. i rather you not leave. but i cant make you stay.

PEOPLE ALLWAYS LEAVE.

meet my best friend jessica

this is jessica. she is 16. and i am 13. you would think that it would be me and her sister who would be best friends but its me and her lol. i can trust this gurl with anything and everything. she is allways there for me. we have only fought ounce and it was all a miss understanding and we were best friends again in less then 6 hours lol. we dont hang out allot. but when you get your license we will be together all the time hanging out taking random amazing crazyy pictures. i allways look forward to getting my jessica hugs on sunday and wednesday. i love texting you and talking to you when i am sick. i believe that we will be friends forever and nothing will ever chnage that. i want you to know that your secrets are safe with me. and i pinkie promise you that. i love you

lead me where you want me to go.

its been a whole year. i accepted God 1/27/08. and its been a year.. i have changed soo much. as i look back i see how i was compared to now. and i dont approve of how i was.. i did soo much i shouldnt have. i acted wrongly. God is leading me down the path to heaven. and as i follow him things arent gonna get easier but i know i can get through them with Him.i dont know if you know my story.. my whole story but you should ask sometime. i have had a great deal of pain in the last year.. but my God has gotten me through it all. i love my God. and He knows my heart and He knows me better then anyone else. He has taken many people away from me in the last year.. and i will say thats where i pulled away from Him. but i came back.. i wanna thank soo many people for being there when i do fall short.. but there is to many to list. God put you all in my life for a reason and i thank Him soo much for that. life is just gonna get harder. but i am ready cause i got my Jesus!!!!!!!!

1/27/09
Shelby Gabrielle Koestner.