love?

What does love even mean?
The wordmeans nothing
without the action
love is those hugs he gives you
that when it happens you feel invinceable
the kisses you share
where in that moment you feel
wanted
what does love mean?
The word love means
nothing without the emotions
the happiness and the joy
the empitness of when they leave you
love affects everything.

mirror mirror

i look in the mirror
and it lies to me
it tells me I'm ugly
to fat
or to skinny
my eyes are to squinted
my nose is to big
my hair is to curly
and i believe the lies
i let them get to my head
i start wishing i was beautiful
if only i was beautiful
then maybe they would accept me
thats when i declared eating wasnt for me
people ask me questions
i dont answer
i begin to isolate myself
from everyone
and my emotions get the best of me
the cuts on my arms multiply
the tears fall like rain down my face
i feel so alone
and it all started because of that stupid mirror.

hidden secrets

she all ways was so quiet
See never asked for help
everyone thought she was fine
but they didn't know she was broken inside
they didn't know the pain she had
or even that she wanted to die
she thought no one would understand
she thought no one would even care
she would cry herself to sleep at night
she would get on her knees
and pray to God it would all stop
but it became to much to bare
and she saw Jesus that night
she has been screaming for help
she wants OK
her life was a hidden secret
only God knew the truth

teenage love

Teenage love
You think it will last forever
But it doesn’t
You give him your everything
And he’s already given it away
You have to look at youself in the mirror
You have to see the consenquences
Your stomach gets bigger every day
Its not just you he hurt
You don’t want to deal with the consenquences
You just want to get rid of it.
You wish you were pure again
But there is no rewind button in life.
You don’t know how your ever gonna make it through eachday
But you do it for the little beating heart relying on you
Everyone talks
But your friends know the truth
They even tried to warn you
But of course you didn’t listen
You wanted it to last forever
But it only lasted till IT was all over.

hate will be love

When we all join together
To make things better
Hate will be love
When we realize we’re family
In Christ
Hate will be love
Its hard to know when
Its hard to know why
But when I pray to you
I know hate will be love
God show me the way
I keep on searching
Making wrong turns
Making wrong decisions
Help me find the way
To that day
That hate will be love

don't forget

Don’t forget the good times we had
Don’t forget the last kiss we shared
Don’t forget all the laughing we did
Don’t forget how happy we were
Don’t forget about me
Forget the times we faught
Forget the times we yelled
Forget the times we cried
Forget goodbye
But don’t forget about me

its not funny

Its not funny how every night she cries
Its not funny how she believes the lies
Its not funny that she’s breaking Inside
Its not funny how she wants to die
Its not funny that nothing can make her happy
Its not funny that she has scars on her body
Its not funny that she hasn’t eaten for 6 months
Its not funny how she gave up on God
But yet you laugh?
You laugh at her tears
You laugh at her fears
You laugh at the lies
You laugh at her pain
You laugh at her scars
You laugh at her
You laugh even though
Its NOT funny.