today, was andrea's last day,.
i didnt go,.
im still contagus and didnt wanna get anyone sick
and maybe this was God,
but i'm not upset at all,.
i realy do believe that july 30th of 2009 i got over july 30th of 2008
i will never forget that night that she got tooken away from us,
but thats because that night made such a big impact on who i am today
and so did she
but as they say he gives and take away
God may have taken andrea from me but if gave me the chance to make friend and get close to so many other people
i no longer had her to rely on
to save me from everything i did
so i had to branch out and find someone new
something new
and i found God,
and i found someone who had been there almost all my life beckyy callahan

she is my best friend,

life hands you stuff and you have to choose what your gonna do with it.
like they say when life hands you lemons.. you make lemonade (:
you turn a sour situation into a sweet one.

just remember God does love you and he does have a plan for you
just like he had a plan for me,.


i love youh,.

shelby.